Week 24 of 2013

                  BEST WEEK EVER !!!!!! I manage to go see my favorite GM BIBI :D from the game I most like 'LOL' . I got to took picture with some beautiful women in cosplay outfits. The worst part before all that fun is waiting in line for 3 hours just to register OMG !!!!!! But I think it was worth going . Got to see my Idol :D here are some pictures
                                     
                                                      My favorite GM :D

                                                 My favorite champions :D

My friends :D

Week 23 of 2013

              School is starting tomorrow and I had the worst day ever D: I cant print my moral project pics and its due tomorrow I'm dead . I dont get why I love to do everything last minit and I pay for doing it last minute . I guess I'm going to beg my teacher tomorrow to give me 1 more day D: I just want to go back sleeping and not caring when school is going to start . I want to relax and watch a nice movie just to amuse my self and to have a good laugh . I'm so tired and I'm going to bed now bye

Week 22 of 2013

                            Last week of holidays D: The first week went by quite fast but not fast enough . My aunts house studying add math is a horrible experience. I could not sleep and felt sleepy all day while she was teaching. Her break time was either helping her out with something or doing some more exercise D: I cant believe she had to retire so fast. I just want to enjoy this last week of holiday resting and finishing up all my assignments. I'm just sad that when my holiday finally starts for me I have tuition everyday D: I just dont get much time for my self and my beauty sleep that I have been putting off since the last week at my aunts house .Time to enjoy the nice food at home and the beauty sleep I will be having . I just want to take in this week and watch as many movies as I can :). Damn I haven't even watch Iron man 3 and Fast and Furious 6 D: . I'm just happy I get to spend some time with my favorite cousin. She is the only person I can share my deepest darkest secret she is more of a sister to me then my real sister . She is kind of like the mother I hoped for and see in the movies . I bet she will make a great mother someday but for now she is my mother for this week :) . She is coming to stay with us for a week because she needs to do something in the hospital and everything . My mom says its something I should not worry and know . So I'm in the dark but she tells me its nothing to worry and its a girls thing so okay then . Moving along every night from today she promise we would watch scary movies all night long :) I cant wait for her to arrive.  Meeting up with her later at TGI at night :). that's all for my week see you next week when school starts Pn.M :D

Week 21 of 2013

               So I was shipped of to my aunt's house today sunday D: . I wrote this out on a paper and hoped my brother helped me key it in . I was shocked when my parents ask me to pack my bags . I thought we were going on a trip or a vacation. I was shocked when we turn up at my aunts house. We had dinner and my parents ended up leaving me and my brother here . My aunt is a lecturer at Help college . She is going to teach me add math this 1 week of holiday D: I wish I could have scored better and not ended up alone with her. She is single and really strict with who stays at her house and she is a really awesome lecturer. The way she teaches is really scarry so I hope I learn it all before she keeps me here for another week D: So here is my short blog of me and only my aunt in her scary house D: hope my brother puts this up as soon as possible D:

Week 20 of 2013

                     Middle of the exams just passed . Tomorrow which is Monday till Thursday will be the last week of exams. Starting Friday will be our holiday so  I have been told . Yesterday and today has been a really exciting yet bad weekend. After my physics tuition on Saturday I started watching movies. After movie and more movies I known it was bad for me because its like the middle of the exams. I could not careless after the fight I had with my mom . I just had to let loose and relax and forget . Forget about the painful memories and just wished that my life was like a movie . All the movies I have been watching in this two days I have to say Warm Bodies is a nice movie . If you ask me I love zombies hahahahaha :D . All the scary movies at night and I woke up on Sunday with a hangover ( my version of headache because of too many loud scary sounds ) hangover on the movies. So after my breakfast I went back searching for new movies and I found a movie called Fun Size and it was AWESOME . The young boy had so much fun in one night . I always wanted Halloween in malaysia  but I guessing it is just like snow on Christmas. Last minit home work for ICT and I'm ready for bed :D .FYI one more movie starting now Matrix here I come :) thats all for this week :D
 

Week 19 of 2013

                      I have to write this blog early because I discovered the most amazing movie ever call "The Host" it is a extraordinary movie. I advise you if you haven't watch it yet you missed a great movie and should watch it.The movie is about the human race being taken over by this race of aliens and all they can tolerate is peace. But some human called it murder and there is this girl called Melanie she tried to kill her self to save her little brother.But the alien race managed to save her and put in their kind named "wanderer" this alien in Melanie's body worked together to save her kind and the human race from extinction. I cant say more you have to watch it to understand and to be wowed haha . I think you would really enjoy this movie , I know my sister did when I watched with her to release stress as we both are having examinations. I really like to test my self and what I have learnt .But I think examinations don't help students or me to feel good but to actually feel more stress if you did bad or good. I think monthly test are already enough and just the occasionally final exams for future study's and all . As I go back to the movie which I cant stop thinking about and the nice song "Radioactive by the Imagine Dragons". I really wished our country Malaysia would experience this kind of Alien Invasion. Thats all I have to say , my moms moto is bug your son till he studys is back on D: thank's for reading my blog :)

Week 18 of 2013

                       The Election we lost . I think we can blame najib if the crime rate increases all because of his Bangalore fans . I had  a nasty fight with my mom yesterday and because of that I could not use to computer . Amazingly my phone had to die too. I was so annoyed I told myself the biggest lie "I set my alarm clock at 7pm for 10pm to do my blog and everything". I over slept ....... D: I think the exams are getting to me . I really think I can do much better than the last term without my mom bugging me if I studied. Coming back from three tuition in one day isn't called studying then what is ? I cant even sleep or rest for one hour and my mom says to me go back and do your work. The only time I have that is a mom free zone is midnight. But guess what I'm too tired to even move a muscle and my dad keeps coming in to check if I'm sleeping or playing with my phone D: (got caught 1 week ago). Worst weekend ever RIP Malaysia I'm going back to sleep thanks to my mom not having work D:

Week 17 Of 2017

School Essay :

                     It all started the day my headmistress called me into her office. I was really scared when I heard my name on the loud speaker " Sean Jeremy Tan please step in to the headmistress office now ". Nobody call's me by my full name except my parents when I did something wrong. I was so nervous I could not even imagine what I did wrong. In all the  5 years that I was in this school finally happened. As I was walking in to the office I saw the head discipline teacher and my class teacher.When I was walking down the path to my headmistress office I found my self lost and had butterfly's in my tummy.I felt like the world is going to end and my memories about my child hood and family was all passing by like flashes of images . I thought to my self "what did I do wrong".The passage to my headmistress office felt so long when your guilty. I could not think of anything I did wrong in the pass 5 years.

                    As I walked my headmistress called out to me son have a seat and I quote "We need to talk". As I was walking to my seat I kept on thinking about couples who broke up with the starting sentence "We need to talk" and it goes on and on until I almost fell on my seat instead of sitting down.When I took my seat , her phone rang and she said to me Jeremy I have to take this.The suspense of not knowing what you did and that the person who knows is making you wait. I said to my self it burns.

                  She put down the phone , sat next to me and she was silence . I was thinking what on earth is going on that it is so important to call me out of class but I have to wait for it. The headmistress was scared she kept on shaking her feet and sweating and she started to cry. I kept on thinking what happened to my family are they all right or my grandparents.I wanted to take out my hand phone to call my parents but in the school compound hand phones are not permitted. 
                 
                  She finally opened her mouth and said to me Jeremy your mom and dad called me to say that , and all of a sudden she burst into tears and could not tell me what happened. the suspense the crying it burns. I could not help but said to her "SPIT IT OUT WOMEN" . She looked me in the eye and said your dog she gave birth , but she died . I could not stop crying and crying the dog has been in my family since i was 7 years old. I was so scared and terrified I could not even be happy for her giving birth but she was like my favorite companion ever. My house was so close to school I ran out from the school and ran all the way back home.

                 When I reach home I saw my little sister crying and crying. As we were burying my dog I told my self " I will look after your puppys and stay strong your obi one kenobi" . After that school started and ended like it never happened but i will remember my dog for ever and ever. 

Week 16 of 2013

                     Third week of April , I'm not really happy with my revisions . I'm not able to finish what I start and when I do , I just get something to distract me . I hope I can discipline my self this week before the exam on Saturday. Saturday when I think of Saturday what comes to my mind first is sleep. Sleep is really important to people but I tend to overdo it sometimes. I cant help my self because I sleep late almost every night either trying to finish my homework or chatting with my sister . I don't check up on my sister much , but she does on me and we tend to talk a lot . When I say a lot I mean like 2 hours++ or more depends on the time (most of the time) . I just hope I don't forget my new year's resolution and stick to it. I'm really happy that I'm pleasing most of my teachers. But I have to say that Pn.Yap and Pn.Norita are the hardest people to please. I do something wrong once and she is on my back all the time.In school the subjects that I most enjoy now is of course English , Mod Maths , Physics , and amazingly Malay. I really want to do well this term like all A's but I don't feel very confident now because the every subjects is getting more and more tough. But amazingly Mod Maths is getting much easier by the chapters :P and of course English is still amazing . My English teacher is so unpredictable. Most people say that's kinda scary but I find it really Interesting. I'm actually getting used to Shaun chew around but when he is not it feels like a holiday and quiet. I really prayed that Shaun chew will get more serious and not sleep all the time. I really hope God will listen to my prayer :) fingers cross. But amazingly most teachers like him asleep because he doesn't bother any one . I also hope I hope I can remember all the things my teacher taught me especially sejarah. Most people  finds sejarah tough . I really hope they just kill the subject literally. hahahahaha just kidding :) NOT . thats all I have for this week thank you and good bye . :)

Week 15 of 2013

                     Second week of April , Mom has been bugging me everyday if I had studied or not . Its really annoying living in a family where they always ask you to do stuff that they cant even do themselves .If you ask me its just so lazy . God gave you two legs women go and get a cup of water your self . I appreciate them helping me when I'm sick but I don't go to that extent ( really irritating). I just hope to get my A's and get out of this place and to a better place (UK). I hope time pass by quick and I do really well . Now for the real blog , I watched this movie this weekend "My wife is a gangster". I laugh the entire time it was the most stupid movie I have ever seen but really good. I hope I have time to watch My wife is a gangster 2 and 3 soon. I wish I could live in a place where all you can do and must do is watch movies. To me movies are more interesting than books. In my whole family everybody reads books except for me. My mom and dad find that disturbing hahaha . I just cant stand books there are no sound or moving things just pages with words that goes on and on. I wish they make sejarah books into movies . I bet more students will get better grades and everything :) What I want hope to accomplish this week is to study more and to not make my mom and dad so pissed off . I just cant help making my mom and dad angry cause they always start it by annoying me. What I want to say to them is ABUDEN but they don't get it (don't understands what is going on ) and don't find that funny. But ABUDEN makes me laugh alot and alot. The 2nd ABUDEN movie is not as nice as the first but it has its on twist and everything else that makes it funny . thats all for this week , been a tired and boring week , see you next week

Week 14 of 2013

            First week of April I had a good week. I want to study harder to aim higher and to get my scholarship to study overseas. I really want to experience the cold weather the snow and the hail. I have only seen it snow once when I was very young in New Zealand. I would love to experience it again because I cant really remember it well . So aiming for all A+ will get me my scholarship and a ticket to UK :D . I was reading this post on facebook and it was talking about "the story behind your birthday" it was 8/10 on the spot for me and mine was number 9 :) (ignore their spelling, because I know its really bad but I kinda understand it :P )

Number 9

Hey...you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally... You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve what you have done, it's always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs cause people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate.You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice.You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.

thats all for this week see you next week :)

Week 13 of 2013

                      March ended so quickly and it is going to be April then May and our mid-terms exams. Time moves so fast when you have a big day or a big exam coming up at the end of the year . But surprisingly form 3 was the best year of my life even though there was PMR . This whole weeks has really been really boring , its not that I miss school but I had nothing to do so I went to my computer sat down and watch the whole harry potter movies from the sorcerer's stone to Deathly hallows part 2. After 3 days of harry potter and tuition , I was so beat and I managed to finish the harry potter series and moved on to Lord Of the Rings   it was amazing watching both shows from the beginning to the end and had nothing to worry about. But when something fun happens it always has to end in a sad way. My sad ending is I have SCHOOL TOMORROW. I just cant go to school with all the magic and killing and everything in my mind I feel so filled with knowledge that I don't even need. But I'm still happy I manage to reminiscent on all the nice memories of me and my family watching those movies. I really feel disjointed in  my self for not taking the time to read and follow up on my studies especially my weak subjects and the subjects that I have to improve on. I'm glad I got all this wildness inside my body to get out before the mid-terms come .Because after that it would be trials and then the real deal. I just hope I can focus more and not get hung up on all this awesome movies that are coming out. thats all for this week , see you next week :)

Week 12 of 2013

                 Last week of March, I totally forgotten to post yesterday because of all the holiday time D: . Im so sorry teacher my bad D: . so I had a really interesting week I went to a librarian camp. My first librarian camp and I have to say it was AWESOME the race and it helps improve your thinking skills which is also AWESOME . I had a really good time at the KLCC tower which I haven't been in ages. Overall I had a AWESOME time and its a good way to start your holiday. It seems my sister is enjoying her self before her finals which is in 2-3 months I think. I really look up to my sister as a role model. if you ask me she is the person I admire most , ha ha ha I wrote it in my essay in form 4. I just miss her so much to tell her and after she finishes her university I don't think I would see her that often D: . especially when I'm going off to UK in 2 years time. I feel so jealous of her traveling every where seeing old buildings meeting new people eating strange food and everything it just makes me feel so jealous after she post it all on facebook D: My timetable for this week of holiday would be studying and then playing then project then sleeping then repeat the whole cycle over and over and over again :P I'm afraid that my mom is right and that I cant focus that well and especially when my IPOD is bugging me ha ha ha. what I really wanted this holiday  is to relax one last time but my parents say your doing awful and your grades are so bad even after I got 2 A+ . I felt really sad after they said that is like they don't believe in me. Its so weird when they nag and nag and nag then later they say this at the last to finish their sentence "its your future not mine". I will prove to my mom that I'm not useless and I will show her what I can do and what I will do and that I will go to my dream University , University of Exeter and become a best doctor or chemical engineering. ROCK ON TEACHER "NEVER CHANGE" #Bestteacherever. that's all I have to say this week see you next week :)

Week 11 of 2013

                         Third week of march, its been a weird week for me as I had some good moments and some  really bad moments. If you ask me I would love to listen to good news before the bad new because I would still have something that will cheer me up :) First of all I was really happy to score 96 for my modern math exam which is really easy and I could have gotten 100 for it but because of a silly mistake I could not get it. I was really happy when I notice my studying and doing all my homework is paying off as I kept on getting better results ( better than my form 4 results) sadly I could not think of why am I failing my chemistry the only subject I love more than maths and of all subjects I failed that instead of failing sejarah .My sister was really happy when she heard I almost got 100 for my maths and started to pass for my sejarah and I notice she talks to me because she is lonely there when all her friends are graduating and starting their carriers and I don't mind having someone to come back to that wants to hear about my day then my parents kept on badgering me on my results and why am I not doing better (their expectations 80%). And now of course the bad news which of all this is my brother he and his nonsense. if you ask him what does he call studying he would say studying at least 2 hours or more and doing homework everyday. But when my mom starts to scold him on why he is not studying he says he did when they were out : but of course boys always play computer when they can and when their parents are out. So of course my parents know that and brother knows that but my father has to always start to complain on why your little brother is trying and why are you not trying and my brother defends himself with saying all the bad things I do which is watching movies on my Ipod (during the night) which he says during when they go out and other things . It just really upsets me and spoils the whole weekend for me and especially when its on Sunday and I cant concentrate when tomorrow is a school day and I just build a wall and just stop talking to parents as they kept on going about why I'm not studying when I was studying right in front of them. The pain and anger keeps boiling inside of me and I just start to avoid it. I just notice something really weird , I saw this somewhere it  says " we are afraid to change because will put expectations on ourselves that is why we try our best to destroy it so we wont have to deal with it" it goes something like that and I can relate to that.But I need to move on and concentrate for my big final which is not far away :) thats all for this week see you next week .

Week 10 of 2013

                        Second week of March , I could not keep up with being a vegetarian . I'm really sad because my dad keep buying meat and pork and beef when I specifically told him not to and of course my mom said we have to finish it before it goes bad D: . So as I just followed my semi vegan food for 3 days and the next thing I know we are having leftovers and of course most of them is meat and very little Vegetables and I had to eat something so I ended up eating meat.I felt really disappointed that I could not have something in common with my sister besides being related and all. My sister kept on laughing as my mom told her all about my big adventure on being a vegan and everything , and she was really proud I lasted for 3 days without meat :) I told her about my modern math exam which went really well and was hoping that I would get full marks on it ; she was really happy for me and ask me to concentrate on my add math and sejarah now. I think I did really well on keeping a straight mind during exam and trying my best to complete and remember what I have learnt . I just hope I do really well this term and continue doing much better for my next term exam before trials . I watched this chemistry video about all this cool experiments and wonder to my self why we could not do this is school ; at first it looked really dangerous and as I went on looking some of the experiments are really cool and fun to do and it will also educate students on what to do and what will happened. I really think if  they would do some of this experiments in school it will help the students to pay more attention in class and get them more excited for chemistry lessons and doing better in their chemistry exam. I just hope I get to see my sister soon even though I would regret it after a couple of months . I hate the way she annoys me but its fun to be around and her friends. One of these days you might learn something new from her friends or from her experience. thats all I have for this week see you next week . :)

Week 9 of 2013

                           First week of March , its been an exciting week even though next week we would be siting for your exam .Especially, when the first day is history and all you know is the first chapter and its really hard to remember.When I think of history I think of His Story in the movie titled "........"I have forgotten the title of the movie but it is really good. some part of the movie it showed how the teacher helps the student to understand history better and in their own way.I really think the students would score better and understand why history is so important . I had this really weird thing happened to me this week it all started with my mom telling my sister about my life what happened to me and stuff I don't know why but at the end of the day we started to send each other messages on Facebook about our day and what we did and other things. One day she talked about fasting for lent , and she told me what it meant when Jesus went into the desert to fast for 40 days and 40 nights being without food where Satan tempted him in every way Jesus denied that Satan is god and sending him away each time with a passage from the bible.So my sister and I are fasting till Easter which is along time, so she said we would only eat vegetables no chicken , pork , beef or fish .So she did became a strict vegetarian but as for me I could not help but eat everything except chicken , pork , beef and fish BUT I still ate eggs and garlic and other stuff. Even though my sister came at me surprisingly I still really like her and admire her .I still remember when I was in form 3 and form 4 where she would come back every summer holiday have fun and keep pushing me to study. I really hated that but she did it with her free time and she does this to help my parents and mostly preparing me for my form 5 days. I'm going to miss her this year as she would only be coming back on Christmas instead on summer, I could really used her help in my study's . My mom warned me about this because she is finishing her final year and graduating next year.I really take my sister's advice seriously not just because I admire her but because it comes from her heart. But surprisingly I cant say I feel the same about my brother , I don't feel sad as he would be going to UK next year to further his study's. I'm going to embarrass my sister at her graduation as it is the duty of a brother to do so, wearing a T-shirt with her picture on it and screaming as she goes on to the stage like a mad man would really make my day. that's all for this week see you next week.

Week 8 of 2013

                          Fourth week of February,It's been a really tired week starting off with recovering from my surgery, eating on the right side of your mouth is not really easy when you have a hole in your gum; especially when brushing up it hurts when you rinse and its hard to brush your teeth properly for me it took about almost 15 minutes just to brush up. the first three days recovering from the surgery,  taking pain killer medication is a must ; even though I have went through this surgery last year I think it hurt more this year as the roots of my teeth is really deep and it broke . It's not the pain I'm worry about its the pressure as the dentist says font worry and pushes and you feel him pushing you down ; the feeling is really scary. And as I go through my week completing my home work is really frustrating when you have no time at all and end up staying up late just o complete it , but the satisfaction of finishing Pn.Norita's home work is really overwhelming. But I don't think she realizes that last year I hardly passed up her home work and this year I passed up all her homework and she did not praised me or compliment me (a bit disappointed) but I'm not doing my homework just to hear people complimenting me , I have to do it to improve to show discipline and to really achieve the results and show that I worked really hard to achieve it . So I have been waking up school time on Saturday and Sunday to do my home work , revision and other stuffs . It's also really hard because I struggle to wake up on Saturday , I usually wake up around 12pm but now I'm waking up at 5.30 which is extreme but I have to make sure I plan my time and manage to revise my form4 books as I have been lazing of in form 4 :( that's all I have to say for this week thx and good night see you next week.

Week 7 of 2013

                     Third week of February, This year's Chinese New Year was alright I met a polish men that my dad invited over for lunch he works as a pilot and owns a very awesome plane. My dad helped him in a case were a taxi crash into his new Ferrari which he bought two months ago and of course there was no case after my dad realized the policemen chose the taxi men's side even though the law says that his wrong.He married a nice Chinese lady from Beijing which is a eye specialist. Because of his job they moved around a lot and they finally settled down here in Malaysia , the most amazing thing that I realized is he was so rich he could just buy a new sports car with a snap of his finger (metaphor) haha :) the day after the lunch came homework which ended on Friday because I went to the hospital for a surgery which involved my wisdom tooth being stuck and had to removed before it effects my other teeth. I did it before last year for my right side of my mouth so I wasn't that nervous but as he was doing by bottom tooth suddenly was a crack sound which was not suppose to happened and he had to dig deeper which scared me the most and it was bleeding a lot I was scared and wished my dad was there as he pushed and to grab the root of the tooth to come out and it did. As for the tooth on the top Hurt a lot because it said it was really strong and had to put more (pain killer injection) I have no idea what's it called and it was so painful even though its not suppose to feel that way and finally it came off thank god. It took almost two hours to complete the surgery; as for Saturday and Sunday taking pain killers and eating almost nothing really makes me feel sick :(  that's all I have for this week see you next week :D

Week 6 of 2013

                     Second week of February, I feel sad not able to go back and see my cousins and aunts and uncle on Friday cause I insisted on staying home and going to school and tuition, I dont regret not going but I felt that I miss the all you can eat Chinese food haha. I'm happy I still can cope with all my homework tuition homework and have extra time to study and some time to goof around. I'm so happy that my sister is supporting me and trying to help me in anyway she can.I hope my dad keeps his promise for my first exam when I do really well I want a new Ipad Mini :) it gives me motivation do to well and to strive to do well in my SPM . This year Chinese New Year is the worst for me because I'm stuck in my room trying to finish all my homework and extra revision plus all the projects from school D: I really wanted my sister to come back this summer holiday to help me study but instead she is really busy , besides she is graduating next year and I'm really happy for her and I want to go see my God parents in UK, haven't seen them in a year and want to meet their children and grandchildren. I want to give my sister a Ipad Mini as her graduation gift hoping the second generation Ipad Mini comes out next year early. I went to my old church today and saw all my old friends and was really happy but sad because some of them went back to their home town. Got so many ang pau's I'm Satisfied now and I just want to be prepared for the exam to come and ace it and make my teachers happy :) . thats all for this week, see you guys next week :)

Week 5 of 2013

                First week of February, and all I can think about is the one week of holiday and the reunion with my aunts and uncles and all the ang pau's I'm going to get :) haha cant wait for school to be over ; and when I think of holidays coming to a end and time passing so quickly it feels like SPM is around the corner.On the weekends I try my best to complete all my school home work and my tuition home work , but as I go through with my tuition home work I feel like I don't know a single thing that it says even though my tuition teacher has already teach this topic. I'm so loss trying to figure out what my tuition teachers are teaching.In my the one week of school I look forward to English period because its always surprise on what  teachers teaching , listening to old music or watching a movie its what i look forward in my day when there is English lessons. Had so much fun in ICT class when teacher showed us this website 10fastfingers.com it was so fun competing to see who type the fastest and how many words you got correct :) if I'm not mistaken this is  the first time that Encik Nasuruddin let us play in ICT lab even though its not really a game but yeah haha :) learning alot new words in my new malay tuition hope I that I will remember to use it in my next karangan that Pn.Norita gives to us :) okay thats all for this week see you next week.

Week 4 of 2013

                       Fourth week still doing all my home work :) my life is getting complicated as I think of college and my forecast results for SPM and then university.I feel everyone around me in class is only talking about games or projects and home work , feeling distracted as to what is happening in the gaming world haha. Still get distracted when I get home and see my Ipod fully charge, shouting to me to get on YouTube and watch another episode of Leverage at the same time thinking about tuition which is about to start in 1 hour.Feeling tired everyday because of the lack of sleep 5 hours is hard to shake off when the next day your sleeping for 5 hours again. I'm getting very excited about Modern Maths again as I use my new calculator ; it brings me back to the time in form 3 when I could not careless even when PMR is in a one month and just having fun thinking about what we going to do in the next practice for kesatria cheer.I hope that I will start to feel that way towards add maths soon . All the holidays coming up gets me into my holiday mood which is bad , I feel if they want to make Monday and Friday a holiday they should put it together instead of making it two days so people would come to school and learn instead of skipping just because the next day is a holiday.Tuition and homework helps me fill up my spare time and all that is left to do is work hard and aim for all 10A+ and hope for the best.Keep calm and carry on. that's all for this week see you next week :)

Week 3 of 2013

                  Third week of the year and I still feel like I'm in form 4, caught Leonards sickness again.Even though I feel like I'm in hell I still feel happy for getting rm 100 for free :) spending it on a new calculator so I get higher marks on my add math, feel like I got cheated on my first calculator cause they say "put sufficient brackets" haha hope this new calculator makes a different, Chinese New Year is almost here even though I want to go see my grandparents I don't think my mom and dad is free to drive me all the way there D: Hopping I get some peace in this house with my mom and dad at home, and my brother listen to them if not its like world war 3 haha D: still following my New Years resolution in doing all my homework, doing all my home work is easy but with all the tuition I'm going through I don't think I can take any more. I'm enjoying most of my tuition others just feel like chores that I have to do everyday to make my mom and dad happy. This takes me back when Pn. Margret says that we don't need to take sejarah tuition we are suppose to read and understand but my dad begs to differ and now I'm going to sejarah tuition every Tuesday hahaha :) thats all I have to say for this week . see you next week :)

Week 2 of 2013

                Second week of the year it has been a tough week, having a cold makes you easily agitated if you ask me and especially going to see the doctor it takes one hour just to see the doctor.Malaysia needs more doctors if you ask me,makes me want to pursue my dream even more by following  my sisters footsteps  :).As for homework missing one day of school is a scary as the amount of homework a teacher can give and the expectation for a student to finish it.Watching Romeo and Juliet with my parents really brings us closer and helps me to prepare for English lesson.Romeo and Juliet's language in the movie is so old fashion but amazingly easy to understand even most of the time my brother don't know whats going on, its a very tragic yet romantic movie.If you ask my my favorite character in the movie is the personal maid for Juliet or nanny and my favorite line from her is 'Make haste child make haste' it hits the spot every time she says that.Its quite tragic the message sent from Juliet which says she is not dying did not reach romeo and he kills himself D: the  that's all for my weekly blog see you next week :)

Week 1 of year 2013

Dear Charissa,
                   
                     Happy New Year!! How are you doing in UK hope you are doing alright,heard you took a holiday around Germany for before Christmas, and from all the post cards that we received it looks like you had fun and a great adventure.

                     Can you believe that the world did not end on the 21st of December 2012 as the Mayan calender predicted?They even made you tube videos about what they will do on their last day on earth.I was thinking about the many things that I did in the past,and what I am now doing and what I would like to do in the future.

                      I remember what we did during the holiday last year on Chinese New Year when the whole family, except you, went to Bali,Indonesia. Haha! it was such fun, I remember the hotel that we stayed in and the view of the beach from my room, it was so beautiful especially the sunrise and sunset.Everyday we would go out and do all the things that one should do and see in Bali.We tried their seafood and it was okay, it came up to 1 million rupiah, it was so amazing sitting under the stars while eating seafood and watching the the traditional dancers doing their performance on a stage facing the beach .We also hired a taxi driver to take us to see the rice terrace in Ubud it was so amazing to see how they built it to save space and plant more rice on the hill slopes.We also tried the water sports and it was an amazing and exhilarating experience riding the jet skis, banana boat and other rides. My brother and I enjoyed the water sports the most.Every day at breakfast we would discuss as a family what we would like to do or plan to do for the day.At the end of the day we would discuss we had done. 

                     This year is my last year in school,I will have to do well in my SPM to further my study's in A levels at HELP college.Talking about doing well my New Years resolution is completing all my home work and not playing any computer games or watching television shows. I know its going to be tough but I also know it will be worth all the hard work and sacrifice when I get into a good university like yourself .I have been planning to do at least one form 4 subject on the weekends to remember everything I have learnt and to get better at it.I think disciplining myself is tough,because I get easily distracted and my attention span is very short but when I get my SPM slip I want to see my results as all straight A+,and maybe my dad will finally be proud of my results.

                     In the future, If I do really well in my SPM I want to further my studies in HELP college and then the University of Exeter and do medicine and my second choice is chemical engineering.I really want to go overseas and study and maybe live there also.I hope I can achieve what I plan to do with my life.

-Jeremy