Week 17 Of 2017

School Essay :

                     It all started the day my headmistress called me into her office. I was really scared when I heard my name on the loud speaker " Sean Jeremy Tan please step in to the headmistress office now ". Nobody call's me by my full name except my parents when I did something wrong. I was so nervous I could not even imagine what I did wrong. In all the  5 years that I was in this school finally happened. As I was walking in to the office I saw the head discipline teacher and my class teacher.When I was walking down the path to my headmistress office I found my self lost and had butterfly's in my tummy.I felt like the world is going to end and my memories about my child hood and family was all passing by like flashes of images . I thought to my self "what did I do wrong".The passage to my headmistress office felt so long when your guilty. I could not think of anything I did wrong in the pass 5 years.

                    As I walked my headmistress called out to me son have a seat and I quote "We need to talk". As I was walking to my seat I kept on thinking about couples who broke up with the starting sentence "We need to talk" and it goes on and on until I almost fell on my seat instead of sitting down.When I took my seat , her phone rang and she said to me Jeremy I have to take this.The suspense of not knowing what you did and that the person who knows is making you wait. I said to my self it burns.

                  She put down the phone , sat next to me and she was silence . I was thinking what on earth is going on that it is so important to call me out of class but I have to wait for it. The headmistress was scared she kept on shaking her feet and sweating and she started to cry. I kept on thinking what happened to my family are they all right or my grandparents.I wanted to take out my hand phone to call my parents but in the school compound hand phones are not permitted. 
                 
                  She finally opened her mouth and said to me Jeremy your mom and dad called me to say that , and all of a sudden she burst into tears and could not tell me what happened. the suspense the crying it burns. I could not help but said to her "SPIT IT OUT WOMEN" . She looked me in the eye and said your dog she gave birth , but she died . I could not stop crying and crying the dog has been in my family since i was 7 years old. I was so scared and terrified I could not even be happy for her giving birth but she was like my favorite companion ever. My house was so close to school I ran out from the school and ran all the way back home.

                 When I reach home I saw my little sister crying and crying. As we were burying my dog I told my self " I will look after your puppys and stay strong your obi one kenobi" . After that school started and ended like it never happened but i will remember my dog for ever and ever. 

Week 16 of 2013

                     Third week of April , I'm not really happy with my revisions . I'm not able to finish what I start and when I do , I just get something to distract me . I hope I can discipline my self this week before the exam on Saturday. Saturday when I think of Saturday what comes to my mind first is sleep. Sleep is really important to people but I tend to overdo it sometimes. I cant help my self because I sleep late almost every night either trying to finish my homework or chatting with my sister . I don't check up on my sister much , but she does on me and we tend to talk a lot . When I say a lot I mean like 2 hours++ or more depends on the time (most of the time) . I just hope I don't forget my new year's resolution and stick to it. I'm really happy that I'm pleasing most of my teachers. But I have to say that Pn.Yap and Pn.Norita are the hardest people to please. I do something wrong once and she is on my back all the time.In school the subjects that I most enjoy now is of course English , Mod Maths , Physics , and amazingly Malay. I really want to do well this term like all A's but I don't feel very confident now because the every subjects is getting more and more tough. But amazingly Mod Maths is getting much easier by the chapters :P and of course English is still amazing . My English teacher is so unpredictable. Most people say that's kinda scary but I find it really Interesting. I'm actually getting used to Shaun chew around but when he is not it feels like a holiday and quiet. I really prayed that Shaun chew will get more serious and not sleep all the time. I really hope God will listen to my prayer :) fingers cross. But amazingly most teachers like him asleep because he doesn't bother any one . I also hope I hope I can remember all the things my teacher taught me especially sejarah. Most people  finds sejarah tough . I really hope they just kill the subject literally. hahahahaha just kidding :) NOT . thats all I have for this week thank you and good bye . :)

Week 15 of 2013

                     Second week of April , Mom has been bugging me everyday if I had studied or not . Its really annoying living in a family where they always ask you to do stuff that they cant even do themselves .If you ask me its just so lazy . God gave you two legs women go and get a cup of water your self . I appreciate them helping me when I'm sick but I don't go to that extent ( really irritating). I just hope to get my A's and get out of this place and to a better place (UK). I hope time pass by quick and I do really well . Now for the real blog , I watched this movie this weekend "My wife is a gangster". I laugh the entire time it was the most stupid movie I have ever seen but really good. I hope I have time to watch My wife is a gangster 2 and 3 soon. I wish I could live in a place where all you can do and must do is watch movies. To me movies are more interesting than books. In my whole family everybody reads books except for me. My mom and dad find that disturbing hahaha . I just cant stand books there are no sound or moving things just pages with words that goes on and on. I wish they make sejarah books into movies . I bet more students will get better grades and everything :) What I want hope to accomplish this week is to study more and to not make my mom and dad so pissed off . I just cant help making my mom and dad angry cause they always start it by annoying me. What I want to say to them is ABUDEN but they don't get it (don't understands what is going on ) and don't find that funny. But ABUDEN makes me laugh alot and alot. The 2nd ABUDEN movie is not as nice as the first but it has its on twist and everything else that makes it funny . thats all for this week , been a tired and boring week , see you next week

Week 14 of 2013

            First week of April I had a good week. I want to study harder to aim higher and to get my scholarship to study overseas. I really want to experience the cold weather the snow and the hail. I have only seen it snow once when I was very young in New Zealand. I would love to experience it again because I cant really remember it well . So aiming for all A+ will get me my scholarship and a ticket to UK :D . I was reading this post on facebook and it was talking about "the story behind your birthday" it was 8/10 on the spot for me and mine was number 9 :) (ignore their spelling, because I know its really bad but I kinda understand it :P )

Number 9

Hey...you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally... You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve what you have done, it's always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs cause people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate.You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice.You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.

thats all for this week see you next week :)